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Just Friends (Pee Wee Gaskins cover)

Another hour we’ve spent talking on the phone
Recollecting memories we shared together

I will be there
Always be near
And we can go all the way
Everytime I secretly hope that you’ll treat me differently

To every sleepless nights we’ve spent
Talking about our lives and understand
How you said that i’m one in a million
But never in a million years
I will end up being your boyfriend
We will always be just friends
We will always be just friends

20 minutes i’ve spent lying on the floor
Don’t you know how long i’ve been standing here
Knocking at your door

I will be there
Always be near
And we can go all the way
Everytime I secretly hope that you’ll treat me differently

To every sleepless nights we’ve spent
Talking about our lives and understand
How you said that i’m one in a million
But never in a million years
I will end up being your boyfriend
We will always be just friends
We will always be just friends

I will be here when he’s gone
After all i’m the guy you always talked to since we were 16

This is how the story goes
The friendship ends
But this is the start

I wish it didn’t have to be like this
I think about you every night and day
‘Cus you’re always there

matahari jangan kau berpaling
biarkanlah terang kembali mengisi hariku
Mataharijangan kau berhenti
dan putar kembali
tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
berhenti berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
putar waktu kembali

REFF:
Kunyalakan tv dan tenggelam ku dilayar kaca
Membawaku kembali pada waktu itu
Ciuman pertama yang kau rasa
Semua berlalu tanpa terasa
Tak akan semua kembali seperti
Sedia kala disaat semua biasa saja
Membawamu kembali disampingku
Membawaku pergi bersama mu

Dan pastikan
Kau akan kembali
Tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
Berhendi berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
Putar waktu kembali

Aku disini inginkan canda dan tawa
Teriak lepaskan beban terdalam
Belum waktuku ini waktumu bersinar

Research Methodology class. On the first lecture of the class the lecturer basically asks each and everyone of us what is our purpose in life. While everybody is saying all sort of epic and deep meaningful answer ti the answer to the supposedly deep and meaningful question, I just said "Satisfaction". Every one else is saying things such as, "keredhaan", "kejayaan","kekayaan" there's even this one dude who says his purpose in life is to find a soul mate (haha! - everyone laughed, not just me). It got me thinking, while my answer, Satisfaction is merely a failed attempt to be funny, all of the answer the class gave that afternoon (consciously, or subconsciously) was all reflecting on satisfaction. I mean, if we think deep enough, whatever you think your life's purpose is, you do it so you will be satisfied. Even if you don't have satisfaction locked in your mind, you still won't consider your life purpose is fulfilled if you are not satisfied in whatever you do (in fulfilling your so called life purpose). Even in worshiping the Almighty, I want to be blessed by Allah SWT so when my duty is done I am satisfied, and I can live my life in peace. When we do a good job at something, we are granted with self satisfactory which is the push we do something in the first place. 

All I'm saying here is, whatever we do in life, we are always looking for satisfaction, or take satisfaction as a push to do something. I guess I'm not wrong in saying my purpose in life is Satisfaction. But the lecturer seems to have the "not good enough!" reaction in her face when I voice up the answer. 

Haha.. oh well.. maybe I missed something there.